My Darling Aryssa

hehhehehe.... tersenyum, tersengeh sendiri dok perhatikan Aryssa yg beria2 tolong fold hers & Hadeef's clothes. Harap2 rajin sampai bile2 :) Inilah hasil kerja buah hati saya....

Not bad, huh?!

"Kalau tolong mummy... dapat byk pahala... ALLAH sayang" - Aryssa

What a Meaningful 4 Days Break!

Actually I missed the 4 of us to have our own time together. Busy all the time. Sometimes rasa kesian to my kids, especially on weekdays. Nak bagi 100% attention to both of them pun payah as a lot of housework kena settle (thanks baba yg always membantu) ... plus sometimes office work sampai continue at home!!!

The CNY holiday this time mmg best... puas hati dpt spend time together walaupun bukan ke mana sangat pun. We stayed at Sebana Cove (again...) on Saturday nite. The kids love the pool so much... mummy & baba sukakan ketenangan & kedamaian (chewahh!!)

Aryssa & Hadeef tak sabar2 nak berendam

At the pool & marina pontoon

On Monday, we just stayed at home... housekeeping & bergotong royong... masak special sket for family & ayah (kesian ayah... rindu kat my mom's cooking). Apa yang termampu dimasak... saya buatlah.

Then, on Sunday... jalan2 at Jusco Tebrau City. Menu for lunch... Mee Bandung Udang at Tanjung Langsat. Sedaaaappp!!!

Happy tak hengat... guling2 & jumping all around!!

Hope dapat spend time like this again :) Happy & sangat puas hati... Alhamdulillah

Aryssa's Big Day

Since born, Aryssa mmg tak pernah ke daycare / kindy. Arwah Mak Tok took care of her dgn bantuan bibik. After arwah mak tok dah kembali ke rahmatullah plus maids all like "ehem ehem"... Aryssa stayed at bb sitter's place.

Kat JB nie tak byk pilihan kindy yg best2 plus rumah kami pun kawasan baru, we decided to choose IQ Kids yg dekat dgn rumah + daycare (caya tak? ... 15 students only). Sekolah tu pun very sederhana... but tgk the system.. not bad! Since she is under Nursery 2, Aryssa dah mula ke sekolah since 1st Jan, cried for 10 minutes.. terkejut kot tgh muka2 tak dikenali & mummy dia main tinggal jek.

5/1/2009 - Malam tu saya pulak yang tak boleh tido. Bila lelap asyik terjaga2... sampai mimpi her sandle missing in action la, Aryssa kejut ckp dah lambat la... (mummy pulak yg gelabah). Alhamdulillah... all went smoothly. Mungkin Aryssa pun excited sbb first time put on her uniform. Bangun tido & mandi pun ceria


Tetiba after wearing the uniform dgn rambut serabai... "mummy... eicha nak main toys dulu tau!" (huhuhu... dlm hatiku... dah start dah..)

... and after 2 minutes (nasib baik 2 minutes jek)... "mummy, mana hair clip eicha?" Lega dpt proceed siapkan dia. Aryssa sempat posing (sbb siap awal). A kiss for Hadeef "adek... kakak nak go school.. bye, i love you!"

Bila Aryssa dah ke bawah... jumpa pulak toy yg lain (padahal bukan dia suka sgt main mende nih)... "mummy, eicha nk bawak pegi school" ... & byk sgt arguments, pujuk memujuk berlaku. At last, bawak jugak to school sbb taknak dijadikan hal to cry / taknak gi skola. Adegan perebutan toy with baba pun tak berhasil... mission failed!

Aryssa was the first student arrived at 8.00am. The rest not under daycare... 8.30am. Sebabkan sefamily sent her upstairs, dia rasa sayu pulak & dok berkepit with baba & asked Hadeef temankan. Dok perhatikan Hadeef yg beria2 mcm dia pulak yg nak ke skola. (Geram tak... toy tu taknak lepas langsung!!!) About 10 minutes temankan Aryssa & tgk dia ok, kami bertiga balik & went for breakfast.

Actually, saya took leave on that day. Hubby asked to cancel it as Aryssa takde problem. But I have my own agenda :) and mcm dah menyampah nak tgk meja kat opis tuh. I need a break. My friend, Mia was in JB... apa lagi... peluang yg ada saya gunakan utk borak2, makan2 & jalan2 with her. Thanks to Mia sbb temankan me & my sis to her kids' school at SK Nong Chik (which is Mia's school jugak. Kira jumpa super senior jumpa junior lah ni!) . Nak ajar Najwa ke Sekolah Agama & to make sure Najwa buy heavy lunch. Kesian dia, in between skola pagi & skola agama... kena arrange makan sendiri & wait there until class mula. After settled all, we had lunch & go mini shopping, cuci2 mata jek. After sent Mia to her uncle's place & sent my sis... I rushed to fetch Hadeef at bb sitter. Aryssa & baba dah sampai rumah, mummy still berfoya-foya :P

After Maghrib, Aryssa pengsan... kepenatan.. and Hadeef layan perasaan sorang2, no buddy to have fun jumping around. Next year your turn my dear Hadeef...

Semoga Allah permudahkan pembelajaran & kehidupan Aryssa Eiman. Semoga berjaya dunia & akhirat. Amin.

* Gambo2 ketika lama menghilang : http://azreyrozie.fotopages.com/

All Stressed Out

Because of this....

Saya lama menghilang. Kengkadang menjauhkan diri... konon nk cari ketenangan. But... mcmana mengelak sekalipun, all the stress at office mmg makan diri saya. Tido malam termimpi2. Image from www.cucucachoo.net

Rasa mcm dah tak tahan... makin lama makin menjadi2. Makin byk keje at zone level while at Regional mcm senang-lenang, semua di taichi ke sini.

Yang conflict nye... I love my job, I like what I do... analyze, coordination & yg seangkatan dgnnya. Kalau nak ikutkan, mmg dah boleh let go job nih. Should I resign? ... one day, yes I will. Tapi, kalau sekarang saya let go my job?

* Teringat arwah mak always pesan.. perempuan w'pun kita ada tanggungjawab kat rumah, anak2 & husband, kalau dapat keizinan, jgn sekali2 berhenti keje / duduk rumah without any income. We must think for ourselves sometimes... masa depan kita, saving, bulan2 kalau nak beli apa2 for ourselves... at least kita ada $$$ sendiri

Little Gardener

Hubby decided not to go anywhere today. Strictly 100% commitment untuk rumah + saya kena rest cukup2. Since last Thursday dok jalan2 & entertained my friends from KL, rasa puas jalan2 & makan2. Lega dapat siapkan semua kerja rumah yang tertangguh... dari atas ke bawah :)

Petang... hubby ajak main badminton & my dear Aryssa keep on screaming to have the racket, wanna play together. Habis calar-balar terkena simen. I suggested Aryssa to cut the grass using the scissor.... punya la happy si kenit tu.


But... at the end, saya yang menjerit. Tanah seciput tu dah la memang tak terjaga... instead of cutting the grass, she choose to cut my plant. Abis part daun yang tajam2 dipotongnya...huhuhu.

Selamat Menyambut Maal Hijrah. Semoga kita menjadi insan yang lebih baik daripada sebelum ini & dirahmati Allah... Insya Allah